Amber Lynn

Like Glass

A little bit of a song I’ve been writing… (I haven’t been on in a while and I am sorry for that.)

Stare at the knives in the cupboard

Wonder if life’s worth it

Wonder if things will work out

Or if I’ll stay hurting

Are you really worth all the pain

Do I want to see you

Stare at the medicine cabinet

When I think the knives are a bad idea

Life will move on, stop hurting come on

“Don’t waste your whole life on this”

“Promise me you’re all right, you’ll rise at the daylight”

I can’t make that kind of promise

But I swear, I’ll stay strong, for so long

Until I finally slip

But I’ll hold, like I’m told, “‘cause you’re gold

So my love, get a grip”

I’ll be breaking until they’ve finally broken the last

Like glass

Gold (@swiftisgreat @xparaswiftatsix @heeyLINA @swiftsyndrome)

I mark the end of a wondrous chapter

With dips and turns and drops

To think I really felt alive

I pray it never stops

To Nina whom befriended me

She was the first I followed

Her grace and elegance shined so bright

She must’ve known Apollo

And here’s to funny little Lina

She brightened up my day

Whether a laugh or a little advice

Importance lies in what she’ll say

And when the world went upside-down

Kaiesha is there when I fall

This girl will take the world by storm

She’s the greatest little sister of them all

And then there’s Myles, who owns my heart

He left then came back for me

I don’t think he’ll ever know how much I love him

I don’t think he’ll ever see

These people, these places, these memories, these faces

Aren’t ones I soon will forget

And when I think back to the day I signed up

There’s not a single ounce of regret

The things that I did and the lessons I learned

I was finally given center stage

Who would’ve known that I’d ever believe

That love isn’t measured by age

These souls are people I’ll never forget

In the palm of my hand I will hold

They helped me grow stronger and finally fearless

They made silver turn into gold

~Amber Lynn

I love you guys and I always will <3

Bittersweet

I didn’t anticipate it

To only take a minute

To leave me here alone

To leave me in the cold

I thought that I’d be happy

And smiling, maybe laughing

But I find myself just sitting

Thinking about what I’m missing

To think I waited for this

To think that this was my wish

It’s stops the spinning of the world

When I here you saying “she’s my girl”

I see myself as so weak

When you’re kissing her on the cheek

I’m feeling like a foreigner

When I creep around the corner

To sneak one look at you today

I’m aching more and more each day

I honestly don’t know what to believe

And babe it kills me just to see

That maybe you can live without

My hand on yours without a doubt

My steady heartbeat’s now offbeat

And freedom tastes so bittersweet

~Amber Lynn 

great… im over the status update level! GRRRRRRRR ill just go burn some pics… night loves :)

Fire

I guess I saw it coming, but I didn’t want to believe it

And babe I felt like running, but I just had to see it

In the middle of my problems, she just had to come back

She noticed what I’d “stolen”, and she struck the first match

I juggled life and hardships, and constantly walked a wire

I struck a second match, and we fought fire with fire

I didn’t think you were so shallow, why were you so cruel?

Bouncing right on back with her, I bet you think you’re cool

And she’s been back for a while now, and she and I’ve been competing

You know word got back around, I know that you were cheating

I’ve got your picture in my hand, I’ll smile and watch it burn

I know I’ll cry when driving, and see your face at every turn

But love, you just aren’t worth my tears, you’re worth another match

It’s a shame you let it go so quick, ‘cause I’m the best you’ll ever have

~Amber Lynn

Goodbye

I’ve been hit by pure reality

I’ve been waken up abruptly

With words I missed and the words I said

Everything went flying over my head

With every step I carefully made

You pushed me ‘till I lost the game

You changed the rules many a’time

Taking away the ability to run and hide

I shed a tear, you came for more

You lied and cut me to the core

They say the first cut is deep

But with every other I grew more weak

You saw me as the weaker man

A target, not as slippery as sand

I got back up and played it tough

But honestly, I’ve had enough

How much rejection can one person take?

And how many times can a heart truly break?

I just couldn’t win, although I tried

I guess I’ll say thank you, if this is goodbye…

~Amber Lynn

Twilight

I watch the moon illuminate as it rises over the purple moor

The fireflies dance in the warmth of the summer as I walk through my back door

See my family, my friends, and a campfire between us as the sun is setting tonight

The orange blaze from the sunlight sets fire to the moon and paints a picture in the sky 

What I’d do to hold one on to this moment and take it where ever I go

But sometimes the cold comes and people shut down with the gentle fall of the snow

But today, it is summer, there’s no snow in sight;it cannot ruin the day

The sun is setting yet keeping us warm with every word that we say

When the twilight approaches, you know where I’ll be and the people whom I’ll be with

With the gentle sound of guitars and fireflies, I’ll treat the night like a gift

~Amber Lynn

If This Was a Movie by Taylor Swift Remix

This is how I’m feeling right now.  This song says it all.  If you’re interested, you can read my remix of Taylor’s lyrics.  I remixed it so it made more since for my situation.  I hope you like it… it’s not that different though.  Just a couple tweaks here and there.  I kept my favorite of her lyrics the same.

Verse 1:

Last night I hear my own heart beating, it sounded like footsteps on my stairs

2 months gone and I’m still reaching, even though I know you’re not there

I’ve been playing back a thousand memories baby, thinking ‘bout all the things we’d been through

Maybe I’ve been going back too much lately, when time stood still

And I had you

Chorus:

Come back, come back, come back to me-e like

You would, you would if this was a movie

Standing by me forever with no doubts

If you, if you, if you’d really loved me

You would, I know you would have kept your promise

I knew we could’ve worked it out somehow

But if this was a movie, you’d be here by now

Verse 2:

I know people grow up, these things happen, but I remember how it was for us

And my boyfriend could do was throw words at me, ‘cause he knew that he and I weren’t as in love

And now I’m pacing back and forth, just a blur I see

Flash back to the time when you said to me

That was in your heart, it would never change… if only I had known how to play your game

CHORUS

Bridge:

If you’re out there, if you’re somewhere, if you’re moving on

Well I’ve been waiting for you ever-y since you been gone

I just want it back the way if was before

Before you took my heart and threw it on, the, floor

Last Chorus:

But darling, come back, come back, come back to me-e like

You could, if only you had stayed right by me

We could take back the tears that we’ve both shed

And finish what we left unsaid

Come back, come back, come back to me-e like

You could, you could if you just said you’re sorry

Myles, I know we’d work it out somehow

But if this was a movie, you’d be here by now

~Taylor Swift and Amber Lynn

That awkward moment when you’re watching Camp Rock 2 with your family and your friends …

makeustandinawe:

When this appears:

Your family is like:

You and your friends:

but in the inside you’re like:

and

and…

And when ‘Heart and soul’ starts…

Your family:

You and your friends:

And you’re all thinking:

Paul Hoen….

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