October 2011
1 post
Like Glass
A little bit of a song I’ve been writing… (I haven’t been on in a while and I am sorry for that.)
Stare at the knives in the cupboard
Wonder if life’s worth it
Wonder if things will work out
Or if I’ll stay hurting
Are you really worth all the pain
Do I want to see you
Stare at the medicine cabinet
When I think the knives are a bad idea
Life will move on, stop...
May 2011
4 posts
Gold (@swiftisgreat @xparaswiftatsix @heeyLINA...
I mark the end of a wondrous chapter
With dips and turns and drops
To think I really felt alive
I pray it never stops
To Nina whom befriended me
She was the first I followed
Her grace and elegance shined so bright
She must’ve known Apollo
And here’s to funny little Lina
She brightened up my day
Whether a laugh or a little advice
Importance lies in what she’ll say
And...
Bittersweet
I didn’t anticipate it
To only take a minute
To leave me here alone
To leave me in the cold
I thought that I’d be happy
And smiling, maybe laughing
But I find myself just sitting
Thinking about what I’m missing
To think I waited for this
To think that this was my wish
It’s stops the spinning of the world
When I here you saying “she’s my girl”
I...
great… im over the status update level! GRRRRRRRR ill just go burn some pics… night loves :)
Fire
I guess I saw it coming, but I didn’t want to believe it
And babe I felt like running, but I just had to see it
In the middle of my problems, she just had to come back
She noticed what I’d “stolen”, and she struck the first match
I juggled life and hardships, and constantly walked a wire
I struck a second match, and we fought fire with fire
I didn’t think you...
April 2011
7 posts
Goodbye
I’ve been hit by pure reality
I’ve been waken up abruptly
With words I missed and the words I said
Everything went flying over my head
With every step I carefully made
You pushed me ‘till I lost the game
You changed the rules many a’time
Taking away the ability to run and hide
I shed a tear, you came for more
You lied and cut me to the core
They say the first cut...
Twilight
I watch the moon illuminate as it rises over the purple moor
The fireflies dance in the warmth of the summer as I walk through my back door
See my family, my friends, and a campfire between us as the sun is setting tonight
The orange blaze from the sunlight sets fire to the moon and paints a picture in the sky
What I’d do to hold one on to this moment and take it where ever I go
But...
If This Was a Movie by Taylor Swift Remix
This is how I’m feeling right now. This song says it all. If you’re interested, you can read my remix of Taylor’s lyrics. I remixed it so it made more since for my situation. I hope you like it… it’s not that different though. Just a couple tweaks here and there. I kept my favorite of her lyrics the same.
Verse 1:
Last night I hear my own heart beating, it...
That awkward moment when you're watching Camp Rock...
makeustandinawe:
When this appears:
Your family is like:
You and your friends:
but in the inside you’re like:
and
and…
And when ‘Heart and soul’ starts…
Your family:
You and your friends:
And you’re all thinking:
Paul Hoen….
iwillreachrecovery asked: Was that you in your picture? and WOW, at the Taylor curls! You pull it off very well :D if it is you, that is :S haha!
Thanks For Nothing
He wraps his arm around her
As I lay my head against the wall
I sit here and know I can infer
That she’s the “fairest of them all”
The truth is I don’t even know them
But some how I find myself jealous
No one has ever been so kind
And ever left me breathless
I watch the lights illuminate
Brushing dust off my dress
How I ended up here alone
Well that is...
iwillreachrecovery asked: Do you straighten your hair?
GREAT
veryyyyyyyy well written… it’s beautiful! youve done it again, amber :)
March 2011
6 posts
@xparaswiftatsix
Every time I trust someone
They turn and run and leave
And everyday I try so hard
To find my pulse and breathe
But breathing comes so easily
When all my problems vanish
And whenever you’re around
Far away they banish
We’ll talk and talk for hours on
Better I feel each day
Finally someone I can trust
Who listens to my complaints
True, true, I listen to
Contently I always...
March - 2011
This month has been bittersweet. Myles Gilbert (aka: my best friend/love) has left twitter. I mean, I understand why he’d leave — he was 32 and all — but I still wish he had said goodbye. Well he totally did… but he said he was staying and he wouldn’t leave me like this. And then I came back on and I found he had left. The day before he left, I remember one thing he told me....
14 years away (to myles)
I’ve been avoiding the facts
Trying to make them go away
But time passes and I go back
And I’m reminded that you ran away
But darling you told me you’d stay
You said you wouldn’t leave me like this
I miss you much more with the days
The words you said brush on my lips
Are you really gone? Is this really over?
Or will you wake me up? And say it’s not true
So...
Running Away (@mylesgil)
I used to be a coward
Who ran from everyone
And then you came along
And told me not to run
I watched the tables turn
And now you need my help
When you are feeling scared
I’ll respond when you yell
I understand your view point
This world can seem so pointless
With age comes fewer freedoms
And that can make life “worthless”
But running won’t do anything
And...
February 2011
51 posts
Living a Lie
They say when you’re in love
You’re just gonna know
So why can’t sparks fly
And love overflow
If when you’re in love
You can’t be broken apart
Why is it when we’re on the phone
You have no problem hanging up
If you truly did love me
You make me feel all right
And you’d know if I was faking
When I say I’m “just fine”
So why...
